... i think i have viral pink eye.
the issues never end with me :)
and i sort of can't sleep.

its been a eventful night.
sorrow, heartache, joy, and even laughter.
the purpose of something is not always easily seen
but doesn't mean it doesn't exist....
or that it is not powerful.
I trust in God's purpose and His way..
even when I can't see, even when i can't see.

I have an overwhelming sense of freedom and love.
God's love is so indescribable and magnificent.
it washes over me like a healing wave of cool water
it washes away my selfishness, my desire to control,
my pride, and all my other luxuries I hold on to..
God's love covers sin.
s u r r e n d e r . . .
what a amazing Father I serve..
my heart screams, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

we all go through valleys
and climb mountains
i'm so thankful for the people God has given us
and the spirit of Truth he puts in our hearts and souls..
to help us through it all..
He never leaves me or forsakes me.
how can it be, how can it be?


in other news..
i just bought a "new" but used camera
... you have no idea how excited i am !!!
its my christmas present from my grandfather
its a cannon rebel 300D. 6.3 mega pixels.
it was such a good price, and being that it was used
it was the only one available..
if you know me at all, you know i love taking pictures
and capture the joys of life, people, and everything else
I've been wanting a "new" camera for awhile now
so, this year seemed to be the year to do that.
my old one has bright green gaft tape keeping the battery intact
and lets just say it has seen better days, better days indeed.