he loves us.. ohhhhhhh how he loves us

man.. I thought after last monday (the fall)
that "monday's" couldn't get any worse
but they just did..

today was a day where I was unable to get away from my emotions
unable to separate myself from the circumstances and how i felt
maybe this is what God intended, but maybe not.
I am gonna have to think on that one
I was a hot mess.

none the less ... it was a really, really rough day
my emotions were a mess
I felt attacked, uncared for, and generally upset
I had enough.

have you ever had enough?
you just can't do it anymore?
all the strength you once had was gone?
that's exactly where I was.

and in those moments I want to run -- far, far away
I want to hide.. and pretend everything is okay
however what good does that do to my soul
or the situation?

so with a sigh of relief that the day is coming to a close
and knowing that tomorrow is a NEW day..
I can begin to let it go.. begin to know that it will be alright

I can now begin to count my blessings of the day
there is always good with the bad
today was no different
God purposes things and people in his perfect will..
and for that I am thankful..

"he loves us.. ohhhhhhh how he loves us.."