yeah..

*sigh..*
life just keeps going..
sometimes it goes too fast and then too slow
but never seems balanced to me.
i'll be much happier when this season of my life passes
i know this time serves a purpose in my life
and its necessary, but its painful
and would prefer it to move along.

i am so sick of living alone and being alone.

i am definitely looking forward graduating school
and moving on to whatever is next.
i don't know whats next, i don't even know where I am living in the fall
but i think its gonna be better than where i am now in every way.

i'm striving however to remain thankful.. and content.
but its really hard.