and the game, if you will - keeps on changing...
i pray that who i am will be a spark
because of who God is.
how did this happen?
i was not expecting it..
but i know there is purpose in it.

On a good day, enjoy yourself;
On a bad day, examine your conscience.
God arranges for both kinds of days
So that we won't take anything for granted.
Ecclesiastes 7:14

carpe diem.

Mortals make elaborate plans, but God has the last word.
Humans are satisfied with whatever looks good;
God probes for what is good.
Put God in charge of your work,
then what you've planned will take place.
Proverbs 16:1-3

We humans keep brainstorming options and plans, but God's purpose prevails.
Proverbs 19:21

So don't get ahead of the Master and jump to conclusions with your judgments before all the evidence is in. When he comes, he will bring out in the open and place in evidence all kinds of things we never even dreamed of—inner motives and purposes and prayers. Only then will any one of us get to hear the "Well done!" of God
All I'm doing right now, friends, is showing how these things pertain to Apollos and me so that you will learn restraint and not rush into making judgments without knowing all the facts. It's important to look at things from God's point of view. I would rather not see you inflating or deflating reputations based on mere hearsay.
1 Corinthians 4:5-6

... whatever may be.. whatever God's purpose is in this i know will be
but i can't see & i don't know what that is...
i will rest in his words.. i know that is good
and time will tell, time will tell......

sitting, waiting, patiently in prayer.
obedience.
one touch.