Its funny how everything you thought you knew..
changes so quickly and your left wondering

God has not been trying an experiment on my faith or love in order to find out their quality. He knew it already. It was I who didn’t. In this trial He makes us occupy the dock, the witness box, and the bench all at once. He always knew that my temple was a house of cards. He only way of making me realize the fact was to knock it down.
C.S Lewis A Grief Observed



"'You would not have called to me unless I had been calling to you,'" said the Lion."
The Silver Chair

... God is calling.
and he is near.

"'Don't you mind him,' said Puddleglum. 'There are no accidents. Our guide is Aslan.'"
The Silver Chair

To love at all is to be vulnerable. --C.S. Lewis

“We are all fallen creatures and all very hard to live with” C.S Lewis

this quotes makes me laugh..
but oh is it sooo true.

“I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” CS Lewis

My Father is the way in which I see everything he is my window into the world.. and i am the reflection.